September 2011
Hi! Unfortunately not ): I actually only know one song by them :$ Haha I went to that concert for Pierce The Veil, but now I regret that I didn’t listen to Blessthefall before the concert.
Sometimes I feel like… I dunno, maybe it isn’t true, maybe I just fear it.. But I kind of feel like everybody gets sick of me eventually. I’m afraid that the people I love suddenly don’t like me anymore cause they get tired of me, cause I got nothing new to offer, cause I bore them. I don’t want that to happen! So sometimes I think it would be just better to not get close to anyone, cause then it would hurt less if they don’t like me anymore. But that’s no way to live. You need close friends.
When I meet someone new, I’m kind of enthusiastic and trying to be fun, and I feel like they start to like me. But afterwards I think: ‘no no don’t start to like me, I can only disappoint you now. I got your hopes up high, but once you get to know me, I suck. I wish I had never talked to you so enthusiastic.’ But I know that’s a bad thought, cause what is wrong with being nice to people and make them like you?
Really!? that’s so cool, I dream about people from tumblr too! I actually had Spanish lessons for two years at school, but I really forgot a lot xD